Tested and Approved

I tell you this season was full of challenges. I feel like I've been through a whirlpool. But here i am back standing on my own two feet and praising God. A couple of weeks ago I officially accepted my call to the ministry. As soon as that occurred it seems as though things got harder for me. But that's what happens when you are doing what you are suppose to do. The walls get thicker!!! I let myself get confused. I'm like is this really what God wants me to do, because now it seems harder. I became lax (lazy). I didnt read the word as much as I use to. my prayers shortened and I became a Debby Downer. The enemy almost had me!!! ....but God!!! Reminded me, through another minister that it is time for work and that every day that i decide to be lazy, someone soul is not being saved, someones life has not been changed, and someones pain has not been healed. I'm not trying to be responsible for anyone not reaching the kingdom that dwells within us. So i apologize publically for my selfish ways. Its time to walk into my season.!!!